Monday, September 28, 2009
hey folks,here i am again trying my best to save my blog from dying.heh.anyways,i hope u guys are doing fine.oh btw,i just feel like writing something here.so bear with my shits.haha.
so yes,O levels are coming in 28days time.&im feeling the tension already!(hah,like finally.)it's to late for me to give up now.i have to perserve and try to do well for my BIGGEST EXAM,if not one of the biggest,in my life.After,what?,12 years of studying and ur future is set on couple of papers,i dont think it worth it to fail.i really fear of disappointing the people around me by failing,dats all.Well,i think ive been disappointing the people around me for a very long time.i really hope God will be on my side this time.i wish all the O level takers the best of good luck! :D :D :D
Ive been thinking and i really think im right,well i hope u guys agree with me. :) i really do believe we sometimes behave like a pack of animals.i watched a documentary on Animal Planet where it filmed on a pack of wolves.usually in the pack there will be an ALPHA MALE,who is the leader of pack.then there is the 'middle class' who listen and do everything what the boss asked to do.finally,the lowest ever,the 'servant' of the pack.its job is to get bullied&ordered around by the Alpha male and the rest.now,the 'servant' will have its meal only after the whole pack had eaten a lion's share.i really pity this wolf cause it has no where to go.it cant survive on its own.it doesnt like to be treated that way but it doesnt have the choice.AND all of this i experienced it just now.it was sad to see.&i really didnt like how the guys treated him.i believe that everyone has their own equal share in their own clan.honestly,friends like that are not worth it.given a choice,i would rather be alone than be in a clan like that.dont u guys feel that way?think about it yeah? :)
So next topic.firstly,im not writing a hate post or anything.im just writing what i feel,dats all.no hard feeling yeah?so yes,i really dont know whats so great about u,seriously.ok fine,maybe u have the looks but in terms of attitude,only the close one knows how ur attitude is like.i dont hate u but i see u as a threat,seriously.i dont know why but im really sorry.generally,the guys would feel jealous if every girl would go GUGU-GAGA over u.honestly,i am.haha.but maybe that's ur strength,who knows?still,i respect u as a man,not a friend.
2009 is coming to an end soon.lots of shit junk had/has/is happening to me.haha.i really hope 2010 will be a much greater year.&i think its really the good time to move on.i just hope i will meet better people with better attitude in 2010.hope u guys feel the same way too. :) ok then,i typed a lot of shits.haha.so long folks! talk to u guys soon,i hope?haha.
*highway to war!
10:49 PM nasRULE
