Monday, September 28, 2009
hey folks,here i am again trying my best to save my blog from dying.heh.anyways,i hope u guys are doing fine.oh btw,i just feel like writing something here.so bear with my shits.haha.
so yes,O levels are coming in 28days time.&im feeling the tension already!(hah,like finally.)it's to late for me to give up now.i have to perserve and try to do well for my BIGGEST EXAM,if not one of the biggest,in my life.After,what?,12 years of studying and ur future is set on couple of papers,i dont think it worth it to fail.i really fear of disappointing the people around me by failing,dats all.Well,i think ive been disappointing the people around me for a very long time.i really hope God will be on my side this time.i wish all the O level takers the best of good luck! :D :D :D
Ive been thinking and i really think im right,well i hope u guys agree with me. :) i really do believe we sometimes behave like a pack of animals.i watched a documentary on Animal Planet where it filmed on a pack of wolves.usually in the pack there will be an ALPHA MALE,who is the leader of pack.then there is the 'middle class' who listen and do everything what the boss asked to do.finally,the lowest ever,the 'servant' of the pack.its job is to get bullied&ordered around by the Alpha male and the rest.now,the 'servant' will have its meal only after the whole pack had eaten a lion's share.i really pity this wolf cause it has no where to go.it cant survive on its own.it doesnt like to be treated that way but it doesnt have the choice.AND all of this i experienced it just now.it was sad to see.&i really didnt like how the guys treated him.i believe that everyone has their own equal share in their own clan.honestly,friends like that are not worth it.given a choice,i would rather be alone than be in a clan like that.dont u guys feel that way?think about it yeah? :)
So next topic.firstly,im not writing a hate post or anything.im just writing what i feel,dats all.no hard feeling yeah?so yes,i really dont know whats so great about u,seriously.ok fine,maybe u have the looks but in terms of attitude,only the close one knows how ur attitude is like.i dont hate u but i see u as a threat,seriously.i dont know why but im really sorry.generally,the guys would feel jealous if every girl would go GUGU-GAGA over u.honestly,i am.haha.but maybe that's ur strength,who knows?still,i respect u as a man,not a friend.
2009 is coming to an end soon.lots of shit junk had/has/is happening to me.haha.i really hope 2010 will be a much greater year.&i think its really the good time to move on.i just hope i will meet better people with better attitude in 2010.hope u guys feel the same way too. :) ok then,i typed a lot of shits.haha.so long folks! talk to u guys soon,i hope?haha.
*highway to war!
10:49 PM nasRULE
Sunday, September 13, 2009
heyyyy folks! how're u guys doing? :D firstly,im sorry that i kinda 'abandoned' this blog.heh.felt very very lazy this last few weeks.So,thank Nikhil for pestering me to update my blog.haha.*dude,u go update ur blog too alright?dont give excuses.hah! so anyways,Ramadhan is gonna be over very soon.in like a week,i guess?&seriously,this year i dont feel the excitement to celebrate Hari Raya.the 'kick' is just not there anymore.well,it wont be in me for idk how long. :(
So if u folks read the papers,there has been news about this National Footballer who critised about the quality of Singapore Football League,Football Association of Singapore(FAS) etc.What i can say about his criticism is that,what Noh Alam Shah said is the fact! How can S-league be rank top 10 league in Asia when the crowd attendance is only 500 to 1000 people?! Is AFC blind or what? i feel very sad for this fellows who play their heart out for something that most people in this damn country love,FOOTBALL! whats the point of saying ure a hardcore football fan when u dont even support ur NATIONAL TEAM! ur National Team wont excel if u dont support them.yes,i can say that i dont watch S-league but i will make sure when the Singapore is playing,ill catch it on TV.&also,FAS should be doing more rather than just playing Friday matches on Channel 5.Come on FAS,bring back the Selangor Cup days! i bet the 'old timers' would be glad if those days come.as for now,i dont believe that S-league is one of the top 10 in Asia.its total BULLSHIT! like the saying goes,people say what they see. think about it.
For the past few weeks,things were not going as the way i/we planned.but nevertheless,we'll pull thru every challenges which are being thrown to us.we'll keep it strong.alright? :D
To the people;
i swear u people are getting on my nerves!u people really have nothing to do but hurt her feelings yeah?why cant u people just open ur damn f*cking eyes&tell who's wrong and who's right?! if only violence is the only way to bring justice,i think u people would be dead by now.i cant understand why u people have the heart to this to her after so much she had done for u people.as because of u people,my relationship with her is NOT doing good.thanks yeah? u like it now? i dont blame her,i blame u people.i know u people has no chance of reading this but i really hope u do.im telling u people,if anything bad happen to her,I WILL MAKE SURE U PEOPLE WILL BURN IN HELL WITH ME! mark my words F*CKERS! one day,ill make u people beg me for forgiveness like a dog!
im sorry guys for the post.just had to express my feelings.yes,i know tt im kinda 'bad'.but if u guys know the real story.hah!only then,u will know what really happen. :) i guess ive type alot yeah?hahah.i hope u guys enjoy what i wrote today.thanks!heh.ok then,till next time.c ya folks!
*highway to war!
2:48 PM nasRULE
